Harsh Reality

Life is not fair... it sucks i know but it is simply the truth.

How is it not fair for me, well you know my life is perfect!

 Money and Debt
Money is slim for me, which is hard because it seems like everyone at my school has billionaire parents. My parents have had debts, which has taught me to save money, I NEVER want to be in debt so i am saving for my future now. When I go to the bowling alley my friends ask, why don't you ever bring money to buy food, because I don't have any money! Literally we have money for food, when i learn about more debt in my family i feel angry because everyone else goes to the movies every week and buys new clothes and have stay at home moms! They say "I wonder what my mommy packed me for lunch today!" or "do you like my hair my mom did it!" what are you three?! Practically all my clothes are clearance or handy-downs. But it has made me cautious about money and I have learned to shop sells.

Dance
I love dance with all my heart, but it is extremely expensive!  I have to buy my dance shoes, and my mom and grandma pay for the $42 lessons. Dance is the  only thing of mine that my mom pays for. I also really want to be good at dancing but i tend to feel as if i suck! But i guess that is more of a confidence problem.

School
Everyday we go top school for 7 hours, which is great and all but the thing i hate is homework and studying! I think teachers talk everyday and ask each other "oh your giving them lots of homework i will too!" or "you have assigned them a big project that is worth half their grade? I think i will to!" Luckily for me i understand school and it is easy but i honestly feel sorry for people who don't understand. Although i do not in the least feel sorry for the kid in Earth Science today who when the teacher asked him a question because he didn't take any of the notes the teacher just gave us or even listen while she explained it all to us! It is a no DA if you don't try you will never have a chance of a good grade.

Divorce
Ever since i was three my parents have been divorced. Nothing i can do about that, then when i was 5 my mom remarried an alcoholic, and divorced him when I was 8. She has recently remarried and that is the reason I moved. I used to live five hours from my dad which is a long drive, now i live eleven hours from him. I already didn't get to seem him very much but now I only get to see him Christmas break, maybe Spring break and Summer break, three times a year! I get to talk to my dad but that is all. Divorce is never, ever fair for the children but hey life isn't fair, is it? I once said if I didn't know life is never fair I would have tantrum!


If life was fair we would never learn. For example I know i never want debt and I have learned to save money. Also I want to find the person I love and start forever with him (someday) and I never ever want him to leave my side. <3